Thanx Psch1968 - I need to re read the book and actually do the exercises like the book said. I have read it and am applying the principles but I think I need to go deeper into this to really help myself.
I did good yesterday when we did the afternoon swap. In the morning he did not look at me or talk to me but yesterday afternoon it was all different. He was so nice. I just can not get past all this mixed signals. I need to just let it all go. I know it is too soon for that right now but I am working on it.
I think I do need to admit to myself that it may be over. I think that will make it easier for me to move on and do the things I need to do. I just do not think I can do that yet even though he has told me it over and over. How do you do that and still have hope that things will work out? Won't I start to not want it anymore either.
