Plank removed from eye, too late for WAW? 4

[Heimlich]

Thanks, Nugget. It's just I keep thinking that she hid her feelings from me for so long is this just an act? It does feel different in some ways, like there is a lot more comfort/ease between us. My fear/concern/worry is that this new ease between us is a sign that we're just going to be friends; that she is done and that this is moving on for her. (Fear isn't the right word, but I don't feel like looking in a thesaurus.) She's joking/laughing with me -- a lot more --, but still not sharing any deep feelings.

Part of me thinks you're right -- and I do hope that you're proven to be right. I think I may have this no expectations thing down (at least for the moment). I hope to remain married, but expect to become divorced. Perhaps these small cracks in the W's wall (if they are cracks) towards me will continue to widen. However, for my sanity, I can't live hoping that they will and have to move forward assuming that it's over.

BD