Get me on a smoother ride........Need Advice

[SueS]

Pamar-

I'm trying really hard to do for me. I just got so mad last night and H saw it. He is really into Fantasy Football. His draft was last night. We live in a different state that everyone else, so he did his online, while on the phone with his buddies. That started at 7:00 (CST). He got off work at 6:00. I'd told him to let me know if he needed anything or what he wanted for dinner. He called about 6:15 asking me to get the computer started & what he wanted to eat. A call came in that he had to take (and I'm sure it was OW), so he got off the phone with me. I got everything ready for him. All he had to do was come in the door and sit down at the computer. I took D3 out for a little while. When we were leaving, I asked if he needed anything else. I got a glaring look and a very sharp NO! I mumbled under my breath, grabbed my purse & said.....Let's go D3. I could hear him yelling Thank You as I walked out the door. I was soooo angry.

This morning he let me snuggle with him. I feel like it was just because he wanted sex. I enjoy it, so I obliged. He was kind of a smart ass this morning too. He had to leave early and I took D3 to daycare. She made me give him a hug & a kiss before he left. She does that a lot. He did let me, but it felt like it definately was just for her. He called when I was on my way to work and he was angry because he couldn't find the location of the building he was looking for. I got on the computer and found that for him but didn't get a thank you for that either.

I just felt very used and unappreciated last night & this morning. It just mentally drains me and makes it hard for me to get back up and be happy & positive.

Well, I really, really need to get some work done today.

SueS