Plank removed from eye, too late for WAW? 4

[Heimlich]

Maybe it's time to consider some bicycle shorts.

I'd rather not inflict that view upon the world, but thanks

Slowly packing and working. Not much time to do more than skim the boards here and there.

W does seem really angry/mad/out of sorts more often than not. She says she's not been sleeping well. I've done my best to not reply in kind (again, mornings don't count). Cooked dinner last night. Slipped once, little sexual innuendo, but she laughed at it. That's different. The slip was that I said I still find you very attractive (I do -- she had said she was feeling fat from all the crap food Monday). Also said I appreciate you laughing at the jokes. 4 months ago you would have just looked pissed and disgusted. She agreed.

Dunno. Get little hints that she's not as OK with all of this as she's letting on. On the other hand, firm in her conviction that the M is over. Of course, whenever the last time I said the door was still open, she just said "I know" rather than some variant of I don't care, it's over. Just realized that that's different.

Regardless. Must pack, purchase TV, and move. Because of work schedule (and no cable until next Thursday), I'm going to stay in the house through next week. Will spend first night in the apt next Friday/Saturday. Strange, 5 weeks ago, I think I would have hyperventilated at writing that. Now, I'm just thinking I need to furniture shop for a bookcase (or three) and TV stand. Taking a page from WAW and planning a trip to IKEA, I think.

BD