mk, yeah, I think she wanted one last kiss/hug from H, but he was gone. she really misses him...starts every single day telling me she misses him and wants him to come home. in case I ever need motivation to try to save my marriage if its salvageable, that gets me every time. last night I went up to her again and she finally calmed down and was able to sleep. my heart broke for her, though.
I don't think we are even half a step closer to reconciliation. I really don't. but I guess time will tell. I certainly am not thinking in those terms. I guess I just see so much that needs to change in order for us to reconcile. I guess time will tell.
he just called. I asked how things went with his old boss last night and things are still up in the air. interesting, though, what H had to deal with. H has always been a pretty popular employee...well liked, great reviews, etc, etc. this boss and he clash a little, but its never been an issue, never been in a review or even brought up to him as an issue. well, dinner last night apparently was his boss telling him all the things he was unhappy with H about over the last year.
I just thought the parallel was interesting. H said he couldn't believe the stuff boss was saying, that boss had never let h know boss was unhappy at all, that he felt like boss has forgotten all the good and focused on only any bad that might have been.
gee, h, kind of like you've done with me, ass.
anyway, its still up in the air, it all comes down to boss...boss holds all the cards. wonder if I should get H a copy of db to apply to his work life?
enough about him. going to concentrate on me the rest of the day.
Last edited by morgan; 09/05/0711:29 AM.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
