I know isn't it a great song? Today was ok, H decided he wanted to come grab the kids and hang out. Usually he just comes and takes S10 to soccer practice. Well he gets here and realizes they all have homework (duh!) so decides to stay and help them all with their homework. He then takes them all at around 5:30/6 and brought them back at 8. I took S14 out to shop and we got back just after he did. I was pleasant to him, but stayed in my bedroom pretty much the entire time he was here at the house. I really have been feeling alot of anger toward him the last few days, anger that I never let myself feel before. Maybe that is what I need to finally detach?