I know isn't it a great song? Today was ok, H decided he wanted to come grab the kids and hang out. Usually he just comes and takes S10 to soccer practice. Well he gets here and realizes they all have homework (duh!) so decides to stay and help them all with their homework. He then takes them all at around 5:30/6 and brought them back at 8. I took S14 out to shop and we got back just after he did. I was pleasant to him, but stayed in my bedroom pretty much the entire time he was here at the house. I really have been feeling alot of anger toward him the last few days, anger that I never let myself feel before. Maybe that is what I need to finally detach?
Good morning Cali. Anger is normal (Dear Lord I hope so! lol), just let it out but not towards H, even though that's the opposite of what we want to do, huh?
yeah just a bit. i want so bad to scream and yell and tell him what i think of him. but we already know how that will end, so no point whatsoever. i would have better luck yelling at the bedroom door.
he is going to be here shortly to take the baby so i can go to work. ugh. sometimes i just wish he would just check out of our lives for a bit, so i could get some breathing room.
