Nomopo's Funk? Is that what this is?

[Willing NJ H]

I may be rusty, but I am by no means scared of being alone or losing my M. I know there are plenty of options. I'd just prefer (at least still for now) to do the right thing for me, W and my kids and save this family

BINGO!!! That is EXACTLY where I am right now, just not quite as detached yet. Thanks NOMO, and your certainly not alone.