Thanx Bryan - It is just so hard to believe that he wants this so badly. I mean we do not even fight and these last couple of weeks when we are not talking about R we still get along great. You would not even know we had these issues if you saw us together that is what is so painful. I fought like hell to keep him here to work things out but all he wanted to do was go, go, go so I had no choice there at all. I do not think he really wants this either and him being here all the time still shows it even if he does not know it. But like my MC says he can not miss me and start to work on his issues if I am always here waiting for him.
I am also wondering if when this pain passes will that mean that I am getting used to the idea of us not being together and may start to give up on it too.
I just keep hoping that this these sayings are correct.
"That which does not kill us makes us stronger"
"Absence makes the heart grow fonder"
I am keeping my faith with these two short sentences.
