I am so sorry for the difficult road you have been through. I'm glad you're back to post, as I wonder about you often.
Please keep posting, if you feel it is good for you. We are here to support you. Always.
I'm so sorry about H going back and forth. I think this has little to do with you and her, rather him dealing with poor choices by making MORE poor choices.
But, there's a baby now. That turns everything around and let's you go.
Think of this as being let go. His choices, life, new child and R with OW are not your life anymore. They are not the messy, sordid drama that can hurt or taint you and the kids.
In the coming weeks, please try to distance from H. I have a feeling he will be very emotional and it's no longer your job to reach out and be his friend....rather it's your job to GAL, get centered and protect the kids and rebuild your new family unit.
Stay strong.
It will all be better, much better than we imagined.
