Thinking further about the connection between The Trip and The Rape Accusation...
I suggested that she would precipitate some kind of crisis that would make it impossible for you to go... I had in mind something medical, car wreck, massive plumbing/electrical breakdown... but this bogus rape/touch thing is even more clever and diabolical (although very likely 99% unconscious on her part). Instead of some outside thing happening to make you stay home, this crisis is something YOU brought on. From her POV, YOU did this to YOURSELF. By "violating her trust" you made yourself unworthy of enjoying the Selfish Trip. Not that you ever deserved it, but now you really don't deserve it.
How to make her whole? you asked.
You staying home won't make her whole, but it will serve her sense of justice. Staying home will be penance to right the terrible wrong you did.
This is NUTS!
Don't let her make you doubt yourself. Sixes have to watch out for this, because they are so willing to do and believe whatever an authority tells them.
