Get me on a smoother ride........Need Advice

[SueS]

Pamar-

Yeah, my H never cared about where his phone was sitting. Now even when he's at home with his casual shorts on & no shirt...just hanging around....he has that damn phone in his pocket. It's not like they're constantly on it. I'm not stupid, so I know that he can call her from work or she can call him. However, the cell phone calls don't appear every day. Yes, I know, if I wasn't looking, I wouldn't know. I try not to. I'll keep trying.

I went to the bookstore today looking for something to read. I just need something. Something on self-confidence. I started looking today into taking a self-defense class. I'm told those are very empowering. Also, a friend of mine and I are going to get out very soon. I just don't get out. She is on vacation until next Wed., but I emailed her today and said.....I just want to get out. I just want to worry about nothing but me and the good time I'm having for a few hours. I wanted to join a "book club", which is basically just a bunch of women getting together for drinks & appetizers. I went once & it was really fun. I think they talked about the book for 10 minutes. With H's work schedule, I can't make it to them.

H called today. It's so funny how he calls me whenever he needs something. In yesterday's post, I mentioned that he got stopped by the police & he was unaware that he has a suspended license. We'd bought a used car in Nov. & it was a license plate issue...nothing major. He called asking if I'd do a few things for him so he could go get it taken care of. I was so tempted to say.....your problem, you fix it. Then I could say....you're the one that told me to be a more assertive, confident woman.....here's where it starts!! How funny/cruel would that be. Just didn't have it in me.

SueS