is sideways a direction?

[cire2]

Sorry I don't have any uplifting stories to post lately, haven't seen any new ones.

I've posted on some other threads some opinions of mine concerning why, how, or what to do. I only have my experience, morality and integrity to go by. This doesn't always fit in with everyones perspective. It is however, just perceived until one understands my intent. To be helpful if I can is all I try.

With these interactions I hope to also learn. My sitch is grave and yet I still have a faint resolve left in me that just maybe...

Sad isn't it? I should have a tatoo on my forhead that reads "SAP". My XW finally called my parents concerning my belongings and dropping them off because of RO. Just some excuses about not having a truck. My dad offered his truck numerous times, just more excuses. She did say she was sorry it came to this and they were "drug into this". It was her idea to bring them into it! F... wth!

(shaking head) I am just so tired, I need to move again and haven't found a place so I have to ask landlord for another month. I doubt he'll go for it as I think he has a renter.

My reality is becoming painfully clear. I hurt at what i've lost and this pattern of failed loves. Can some just be destined for flings and flighty romances like bees to flowers? I am down and feel this way now.

Just confirmed, have to be out now. I have no place to go, crap.

For everyone here I pray that all becomes right again!!

cire