I'll give it a whirl. Couple more posts then I DO need to get some work done today.
A lot of the flogging is coming from a feeling of confidence shattered. I'm sure I'm not the only one. But I thought I was getting it, and I let it hang out a little bit, and ended up insulting someone in the process, and it being pointed out that not only am I not getting it, I'm blowing it. That just seems to happen a lot to me. The minute I start to feel a little comfortable ... boom.
Again, not begging for sympathy or hoping for kid gloves. If I need to get fcuked up, let me have it. I won't make any progress if I get wrapped up in self-delusion.
Chrome ... who would be happy for one clear thought about right now
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"