Corri,

I'll give it a whirl. Couple more posts then I DO need to get some work done today.

A lot of the flogging is coming from a feeling of confidence shattered. I'm sure I'm not the only one. But I thought I was getting it, and I let it hang out a little bit, and ended up insulting someone in the process, and it being pointed out that not only am I not getting it, I'm blowing it. That just seems to happen a lot to me. The minute I start to feel a little comfortable ... boom.

Again, not begging for sympathy or hoping for kid gloves. If I need to get fcuked up, let me have it. I won't make any progress if I get wrapped up in self-delusion.

Chrome ... who would be happy for one clear thought about right now


"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"

Inertia Creeps by Massive Attack