he's back now, barely called all weekend 'cause he forgot his cell charge, I think I believe that, did call 1x and txt me 3x.
We were ok, til I wanted to register for my new phone and he said NO because we share a plan and he doesn't want me to check his calls since it is "an invation to his privacy" I got really mad and just told him to forget it. He did try to approve my acct but it still doesnt' work, he accused me that that was teh main reason I was registering online, to check on him. I mainly wanted to use their online features, was I going to look at his calls? maybe, but that was not the primary reason for my wanting to register. So now i'm mad, he's called 2x and i've ignored him, I'll prob talk mean so I rather not talk to him right now. Yea, and it's also that time of the month, so maybe that makes it worse, I don't know anymore.

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he'll just see it as one more way I'm trying to be "perfect"...
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oh jeez!!!!!!!! the times I've been accused of that!!

It's hard to do because you feel judged, like me, I also wanted to suggest prayer, but havent' gotten there yet.

Oh well.


Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.