I never had given up, I had all the chance in the world to do many many different things and to be with many many diff W and chose not to.

My sitch made me realize many different things but it did show me how much to more to care for D. D and I are happier now than ever and D likes for me to be around W more than ever.

I will have to post D's remarks from a situation that happend yesterday. Going to go get lunch now.

See the W, Listen to the W, but dont Speak back to the W. Bridle your tongue...