Bruce, Go to the top of this forum and and click on MLC Resources. In there, I've written a number of threads, but the most important one is the one about visiting mlc through the eyes of a stranger. You will also find other threads in this particular thread that have tons of excellent information written by others. I also started a thread called "highly recommended reading material". This was created a few years back with some excellent reading material provided by some of the "old timers" here.
Take some time and read those threads. You'll find a lot of your answers in them.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
