Get me on a smoother ride........Need Advice

[SueS]

lwb- Unfortunately, H does give cards. I still have the one from last year. Funny thing about that one is it's a funny card about life being a roller coaster and not wanting to be on it with anyone else but me.

When I bugged my H about opening his card, I looked at him and said.....Don't worry honey, it's don't all mushy, gushy.

Part of me really wishes that I would have gotten off the computer to try to listen a little to the conversation he was having with OW last night. It would have been fun to catch him! I just wish this damn tension would go away. It just really drives me insane.

Thanks for the confidence booster!! Trust me, I have thought about the fact that I could be a single mom. I want to tell him that I don't need him in my life.....I want him in my life.

Here's a couple of funny things that I forgot from over the weekend.... Husband had asked several posts ago if I felt comfortable bringing something like whipped cream into the bedroom. Well, my H was in such a good mood that I grabbed some (chocolate) at the store. It did get used! On Mon., our D3 asked for some ice cream. She ran to the fridge & said....Oh mommy, daddy, can I put some of this stuff on it. Felt kind of akward! Then, we have this thing....maybe kind of weird. My H has never been in tune with my cycle. So, he has this specific magnet on the fridge that is just for me. It gets turned up if I'm on it or down if I'm not. D3 begged to use that magnet for her paper the other day. I just said....no, that's for mommy only.

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