Thats awesome. Im jealous. Everything in my life reinforces my R leap frog issue.
Perhaps that is because you expect to see nothing else, and therefore, life will always hand you what you want.
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If thats the reality, there is no better then my cheating x, so I should have sucked it up and done what works again.
Hm. Perhaps rephrase? Instead of "If that's THE reality..." swap out with... "If that is MY reality..."
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Ill never trust anyone again, (feel in love) I may as well not trust what I was allready addicted too.
Maybe you weren't addicted to love. Maybe you weren't addicted to trust. Those two things you do or don't do.
Maybe you just got addicted to not being disciplined... being disciplined is a LOT of work. It's nice not having to work so hard... all the time... always being vigilent. Can make a person lazy... maybe allow them to nod off a time or two... and then when the wolf gets into the hen house, and eats all the chickens... it's kind of easy to nail your co-workers for not keeping the fences secure...
and that could in fact be part of it. But I don't think that has anything to do with love or trust. IMHO. You can't fix what you can't own. And I'm not so sure that being 'in love' and trusting... were THE culprits. They were present at the time... but... I don't think because you loved and trusted... lead to the demise...
