I was on my knees begging...and you know the rest.

[MissingMyHoney]

A very long wknd, I cancelled the Chicago trip since W said she didnt wanted to go and she would have been intimate with me. No excuses here! Friday night, I watched a few movies while W did her assignment and I went to bed.

Saturday, we decided to go to the St Louis County Fair. There were a lot of attractions for the family and I thought we would have a great time. While driving to the fair, the wife was getting pissy since we are in traffic and said if she knew it would be this much traffic she would have stayed home. Im like if a county fair what do you expect! Earlier my friend called and asked what I was gonna do I told him I was gonna take my family to the fair and he said ok. Later, W asked if I was gonna meet my friend there and I said no. W was thinking my friend and I were gonna be there since she didnt wanted to be around him. For what reason, only God knows.

We got to the fair and had to wait until the parking attendants showed us where to park. Then, we walked prob 5 mins to the entrance. While walking W was getting pissy again about parking and if she knew we had to park in a field then she would not have decided to go to the fair. Again another stupid comment!

We got to the entrance and had to wait in line to get tickets, I saw how pissy the W was and didnt said anything. All I was thinking was to get into the fair and get some cold drinks for us. We walked no more than 50 feet from the entrance when W said she cant deal with all this walking and waiting in lines bla bla bla. I said if you are unhappy to be here then let us go home and we left. I didnt said absolutely ANYTHING to her. I said to myself, you cancelled the Chicago trip for the sake of not having sex and now you cancelled the fair for the sake of not wanting to walk and wait in line - ( and still NO sex for the entire wknd).

While driving home, I thought what more damage can W do this wkdn to D and I. Tears came to my eyes from the selfish reasons W didnt wanted to be out. I asked if she cared for some lunch and what did she wanted to eat - no answer. Therefore, I went to get Chinese take out. W left. I didnt know where she went and came back with her lunch - that's fine too!

I relaxed and I thought well why should I stay at home for her stupidity. I told her I was gonna go back to the fair and I left. While there, I met my friend and we hang out for a while until he arranged a dinner date for us.

There I go on a 'blind dinner date.' The dates were beautiful and I felt so different being around these women, nothing to it but felt alive. For once I was seeing myself as a total different person and thought closely about my R. Our dates understanding is that we only want to socialize and nothing else. This is good since our dates are from Romania and are in US for only a month while they get their intl work exprience done. Quite charming ladies and very knowledgeable.

We had a great time dining out and I dropped the back home later the evening. One of the ladies gave me her number and I told her I may do another dinner but not too soon. I told her she is a great person but I am NOT looking for a R. The OW understood and agreed we can be friends especially since she will be returning home in a few weeks.

Sunday, W and I took D to the park and D had fun. Later, I drove them to downtown St Louis and took a long ride back home. We ended the evening by having Italian food for dinner and wathced a movie. Yesterday, W got pissy with D since D wanted something but W said she was nagging her. I told her why she just give D candy or a lollipop or something so she can be quiet and D came to me. D hugged me and W said 'all of a sudden you are being a good dad and you werent before...' I said, I have ALWAYS been a good dad.

I told her she needs to have more patience with D and W got mad and said the reason why she didnt wanted to go to the fair was because she dont like to be in crowds - introverted. I didnt said anything but thought she needs to change this attitude, she needs to be out more and quit being such an introvert.

But we argued for a bit and I took D for a drive while W calmed down. Upon returning, D was much happier and W remained silent. Last night, W said she only have 3 more weeks left to stay at my place and I said you dont need to remind me every day, its not like I dont know your target date so dont keep on rubbing it in. W didnt answered. This entire wknd I noticed W didnt called OM at all. I am wondering if she will do so whenever she moves out or have better plans. For me, I can only live 24 hrs at a time and only focus myself around 24.

That's my wknd drama.