In the post above I meant to put that I was unhappy with myself.
Well we did the swap with our S this morning and he was not friendly towards me at all. He is still really mad at me. I feel like I have lost so much ground. It is my fault so I need to just keep moving forward.
Also it seems like the cat is out of the bag and everyone has heard that we are separated. So I have told the people I felt that I needed to tell. How in the world do you deal with all the family and friends that now know. What do you do?
