okay, atgo, gotcha. I think on a normal day, no, I couldn't just separate the current emotions with H and just trotted upstairs for a little fun between the sheets. I'm blaming that moon, even though it is finally waning. something very suspicious about this month's moon. lol. on the other hand, I do think H does separate emotion out of it very easily, and if I were to continue on this course, so to speak, I'd end up getting hurt....very hurt. again. So yeah, I was able to just go with the physical this time, but I have to be very careful not to keep at it, no matter what that little devil tries to convince me of. I'll try to remember 789's super human strength.
lol, jack, all work and no play makes jack a dull boy, huh?
mk, my h loved me once, very much. at least he doesn't deny that, which would crush me. but I don't really know what he feels now. I think deep down he does still, but that could just be me projecting what I feel for him.
busy day today. school for S5, off to the gym for the twins and I while he's there, then after school, hoping to take them to get haircuts and run some errands. H is coming today and I do plan to run out while he is here. will be curious how he acts around me. will he try something again, or is he sated, at least for little while? hmmmmm? I know one thing, I will hold strong. I will.
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
