I have no idea what I am doing most of the time , I just try to keep the main things in my head as these things just come out of the blue.
Puddle
As hard as it will be try not to let fear guide you , your purpose in life is what needs to guide you .
Back to my life
D phones W tonite as always before bed , usualy W does not talk to me . D hands me phone and tells me W wants to talk , I think oh no not again , but she rambles on about her work and what my plans are for later in the week , asks me about my day etc, a lot about nothing realy so I think she was just checking on me following our conversation yesterday.
So it was not so bad .
So now I am spinning some Van Morrison and relaxing with a nice local wine, not worrying about anything Moments of calm and contentment are great .
