But there was nothing #3

[nephartiti]

I know how you feel, Cali. I can't stand being home most of the time. Sometimes you just have to get out, but it's so hard to do when you feel like crap.

I'm over here in Downey. My mother lives in Stanton. We're practically neighbors!

Anyway, remember most affairs last approx 6 months. Leace them to their own devices. I honestly believe that a relationship based on lies and betrayals is doomed to fail. The question really is, how long are you willing to wait, and will you be able to move on after the OW is gone.

My H hasn't spoken or even checked on his kids in almost a week. I think this is the worst thing he's done yet. However, I have to say my 2 yr old asks abot him less and less. When he does see or speak to H, it just re-opens the wound and takes several days for him to stop crying for his dad. I'm almost thinking "good riddance." Reject me. I'm an adult and have done my share to damage this relationsship. However, our children are innocent, and they don't deserve to be treated like this.

Sorry, was supposed to chear you up.

Tomorrow is another day. Try not to focus on what you don't have. Enjoy what you do!