Darnit Sue, I hate tiring days. \:\(

The phone thing. I am sorry!!! Its awful. It can stop me in my tracks. Driving to dinner last night (to meet his family), I could actually hear it vibrating and I got sick. He didn't answer it, I didn't acknowledge it, and life went on. I hate it. Found out 10 minutes later it was his aunt calling, but still. Why are we in this position where we have to mistrust, worry, and be deflated?

And the anniversary thing. I just am sorry all over the place. I hope you can rest, and feel better tomorrow. Stay strong, together we can do this!!!