So... GGB, if you are out there... keep your focus on you and your emotions... your actions and reactions... moving that focus to 'outcomes' is self-defeating. I just went through it... and I hope you can see it.
Corri, Well, peeking back here for the first time in a few days. I do see it. I know I need to keep the focus on me and not on the outcomes. It is sometimes hard to keep it there. As far as mapping a course, I keep getting mired in outcomes. Seems so hard to separate the outcomes from the me. I'm also trying to absorb the validation thing too, which I think is what started me on that overwhelmed feeling. I felt it coming on, but I couldn't seem to avoid the dive to the bottom. Hey, at least I saw it coming this time, that's got to be some progress right?
