I feel your pain! I feel that I f***ed it up too, by being intimate with my spouse. I haven't seen him for two weeks because we are seperated and I now live 400+ miles away from him and he came to see the kids I had planned to be away for the weekend,but he asked me to spend some time with him on Sat. night and I did. We ended up in eachouthers arms only after he grabbed me and started kissing me. Everything was intiated by him, but I didn't object. I don't know if I should or just let whatever happens happen. I know that as soon as he left me and the kids he went to the OP because she lives only 30min from me. I haven;t heard from him since and don't even know if he made it home. I'm worried and miss him so much. He also asked me this weekend if I would meet him somewhere in between where he lives and where I live for some US time. I really want that and need that, but just don't understand where his thoughts are. I don't want to screw it up by having sex everytime we're together.
