Tomorrow I start a new full time position with a lot of opportunity. I still have my 2nd job that I intend to keep for a long time.
I am pro-actively going to negotiate with my mortgage company to get the house sold. I need to leave here since I have found out that OM lives around the corner(which explains my W's need for a morning walk)
I am done trying to figure out what she MAY think later. I have taken full responsibility for this mess and I am sorry that she left. I cannot do anymore to chsnge thepast only look forward.
I would have wanted her back if we were separating to get some space and re-evaluate. If after some good amount of time we felt that D was best, then I could live with that.
By the way, I am reading DB'ing, DR, and "The Way of The Superior Man".
