Not a good day today, W angry and not happy. States 'you know the reason why I can't smile'. Still confused as hell, intimate again on Sunday morning - seems to be W saying 'I got an itch, you can scratch it'; me being weak maybe will scratch it everytime (but boy I enjoy a good scratch).
I am going to continue the fight and be completely positive with her - no pressure for anything, just enjoying the fact that she has remained by my side for the last 6 months.
I was also resigned to the fact that I would be taking the children on holiday on my own in October, but she is making plans to come along - no pressure from me.
So, not sure if I am on an up or downslope of my rollercoaster, just opening my mouth and screaming.
Husband, I can relate to the straying bit, friendly with girls at work and if I don't stay resolute, I might get tempted.
