From reading the posts here this morning, there seem to be many from those that are scrapping the bottom today.
Could be that it's a Holiday & that brings up how different our lives are right now. Somehow it makes a difference in your attitude, whereas if it was a regular Monday & you didn't have plans, etc., it would be OK.
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Shows once again how she is able to send me back onto that rollercoaster from hell.
It is a common theme & one that is tough to keep a good PMA going as you're hit with hurtful & thoughtless blows. That's where expectations will trip you up.
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Funny, just two days ago, I wrote this in my journal:
"M said she missed talking to me. I told her me too, but "that's up to you".
She's going to have to distance when you came towards her to maintain her space, you can count on it.
Try reading the "As If" article again. I've been reading it every morning for some grounding, & it helps. Grasshoppers thread has some similarites to your sitch & is a good read also.
I'm sorry that this is so painful. Come here for support & keep yourself busy.
