Haven't updated in awhile, mostly because there is nothing to update. Things are still doing so, so. H wants to be friends, so that is what I am doing. I am trying to do LRT but make sure to be friendly and outgoing when in contact.

Feeling down today, because today being Labor Day, normally we would bbq and invite a few friends over. H is working today, not sure what time, he was pretty vague about it, and I dont think we will see him today.

Been contemplating inviting him over for a bbq when he gets off, but I know he would probably say no, so do not want to deal with the rejection.

Just feeling pretty blah, know I need to get the kids and I out of this house and do some GAL'ing but I also have not done any work in a few days, so should just bury myself in work. Honestly it is to hot to go anywhere and I do not know of any Labor Day parties, my friends are all pretty boring. LOL


Kali