yup- and I am watching Charmed reruns (D was still sleeping at her cousins and so is missing an extra workout today- gotta love H's thinking)
While watching the show, I just had an epiphany.
He's off thinking- by himself about how to fix us and be with me. But that's what he always does- he does it himself, he exludes me. He says he's closer but in reality he's in the same exact spot----- and I'm not. He handles everything by himself without talking to me- work trouble, financial trouble, family trouble..... always him alone to work things through and figure it out. Pushing me out.