I have had various letters I could write to both H and ow pop into my mind (usually around 3am!). Some are mean spirited. I don't want to be the person that thinks those things!!!! Hopefully thinking them is ok as long as I don't actually send any letters to them.

H has a big test for work this week. To counter balance my dreams I made a little care package for H with silly stuff and left it on the counter near the mail so I knew he would find it. I told him I was proud of him and knew he would do well. The only part I probably shouldn't have included was "this is the last test with me as your wife". He picked it up yesterday when I wasn't home.

Just had a phone call from him.....strange timing!!!! I didn't answer the phone, but he left a message on home phone and cell phone thanking me for the care package.