mk, just your basic gap jeans. lol. nothing fancy about them, they just show off my, well, assets, I guess. who knows. as for me dating someone, I think he thinks I am. keeping my social life private is killing him. and as much as I say I'm not a game player, I did have one moment on saturday where I definitely was. we were waiting in line for the roller coaster and I checked my phone...honestly, I was just checking the time, but he immediately thought someone had called me. I'll admit, I played coy a bit...said no, noone had, but might have looked a little sideways when I said it, wouldn't quite meet his eye. I'm a rotten liar, so not meeting his eye would mean, to him, that i was lying, of course. lol. he kept trying to make a grab for my phone, finally when I got to a bend in the line and he wasn't watching I took my phone out and deleted all past calls. he saw it just as it said, all calls erased. so now its pretty well cemented in his mind that some guy must have called me. probably spurred the lust on a bit for him.
lwb he did call, and didn't say anything. if anything, it was like we were walking on a minefield of eggshells. not sure how I should be, to tell you the truth. flirty? friendly? this sure as hell isn't going to become a regular event, not as things stand now. I think you are right about just sounding upbeat/nothing has changed. we'll see what happens.
atgo,friend sex? not sure if there was anything particularly friendly about the sex. lol. do you mean f-buddy? sigh. that would be nice. I love it in theory but not terribly realistic for most women I know, or even most men, not long term. and probably a really stupid idea to turn one's H into one. but yeah, sex and emotions don't always go hand in hand. although I am sure that there are women (and men) who always make love, and nothing wrong with that either.
hope everyone has a good holiday today. we're off to some friends for a bbq, will be nice and low-key, just a fun way to end summer.
end summer! ack! nooooooo
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