So here we go on a new thread. W seems to have had a little bit of a change of heart for the positive. I'm sure three years ago when this all hit the fan, if I would of seen the positives of now a days, I would have been ecstatic. I would have felt that I was well on my way towards a busted D. However, since I now more fully understand where exactly I am and a lot of what got me here, I know I'm not out of the woods.
Don't get me wrong. I'm very thankful for the interaction that I now have with W. Also, I am excited that she can talk and plan more along the lines of us being together. However, I can still see that her heart is not really fully in since her ability to be intimately close is not there yet. However there are glimmers of light there, so we'll take it as a "just around the corner". Also, we don't really have the ability to sit and talk about our R either. She is really not able to sit and share her emotions that well. I don't know how long I can "sit and wait on this".
Who would of thought that when we were dating that communications would have become an issue later on in our lives. That use to come so easy back then. But however, those were very easy times and issues back then. For now I will stay focused on the target and see where it goes from there.
