Flirting with Time

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Thanks Sunny for that it makes sense.

I woke up today early and lay in bed feeling quite down , first time for a while. I decided to try something different and sent W a txt message simply saying " I miss you " .
First time in a long time I have done anything remotely like this but I thought we will see what happens. I actualy did not expect a reply , what I got surprised me . The message read " realy ?me ? not what I used to to do now that I am not there and you have to do it all , not that easy is it! "

I just sent back " I know " , a quick validation being my best option.

Put that in the dont work list . Still I got some more insight out of it , I think she sees me coping and doing whats needed and is angry that I did not do more to help in the past.
Anger is a warm emotion , she still cares about what I am doing.

But there is a lot of anger and resentment it seems ,mmmm