I wish we could have spoken in person. It was hard to put words into a TM.
If we had spoken in person, I would have added that there never has been, and will probably never be anyone else. I would have added that I don't want anyone else, I've only ever wanted you. I would have added that since I can't have you, and you can't be with me, I am ready to move on and file; that I had the papers in my hand last week ready to buy. You asked me to wait, and I said yes. But if we'd spoken in person I would have asked how long? How long do you need me to wait without hope and without a reason to try?
I would have added that this is the last thing I ever wanted but I have come to the end of my hope and I've closed myself off again. I would have added that I have been strung along for so long that I don't know if I can ever open myself up again.
If we had spoken in person I would have asked you to give me a reason not to give up.
