God, the devil or fate?

[mkultra]

I know what you mean because my H puts most of the blame on me. I did not cheat but there is some Mystery X reason which has not been discussed that pushed him into his affair. He acts like he caught me in an affair and went out and had one for himself. I still am not sure what set him off but he is stubborn and sticking to his resolve.

I also have a Dad history and even brought that up, not DB mode but it spilled out.

I am sad for my D especially at her age, I guess it is awful at any age, huh, KS.