Hope should not be conditional on the statistics. Hope should be something within.
OMG! Here is what I wrote earlier today in my journal...new journal I made after the old one was stolen...this is the only thing I've recorded in a few weeks.
Watching MLCer for signs = seeking hope externally--Hope lies within. Hope lies in finding yourself.
Am I channeling IMP?
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RCRs Sweetheart was always threatening divorce and he came back.
Sweetheart didn't merely threaten; he filed. He filed 9 June 2005 and we pulled it 24 August 2005--so that was a brief part of the MLC... and yes, he's home, and this time home is stronger than others...but MLC is still there.
This brings me to some things I'm thinking...no real concrete words yet...for IMPs Deliverance/MLC Stages thread. Replay Iget, Depression...Yup. And I've written about those...and even at that time (I think) I said I didn't get the other stages yet...and assumed perhaps it was because I hadn't witnessed them yet.
Well...I still haven't a clue...so what are the stages and what do they mean...Are they real, are they common across MLCers...evne Replay and Depression? I need to reflect on that for the other thread.
As for seeking Hope...MrsH...it is the flame within YOU. You create it and you define it...
Just because Sweetheart came home and just because IMP's wife didn't...has NO bearing on whether yours will or not. Oh, sure, I know we are human and what are tendencies...
But can we really distill this down to a perfect Science...No, it's an Art too. A Hydrogen atom is a Hydrogen atom...and so is the next Hydrogen atom, and the next. All MLCers are not Sweetheart, IMPs wife, MTN's exH etc. Being human, we can draw some possiblities that may be not quite universal, but shared by many....MAY BE, or MAY BE NOT.
Find your Hope and Happiness within. Everyday it is your choice.
