Gd, Like u said you have not read my other posts in weeks. And as EVRYONE here knows WE all have bad days with afew backslide. TODAY happens to be the day u read my very AWFUL BAD day.
Yes I agree my H needs IC. I stated that before.But I dont agree w/ your statement of me not really growing. My old me would of faught back and reacted badly to my H's temper tantrum. This day could of gone even worse & it could of escalated into physically.
Beleive me if I had not stayed calm it wouldnt have enden in H trying to kiss me. Also, it was a big step 4 H to call and apologize (old H would never admit to being wrong)& and to call AGIAN and apologize(this was the most sincere I have heard him be).
My H was physically & emotionally abused all thru childhod. This is how he expresses anger when he doesnt let it out verbally. H tends to hold it all up inside. It has been a long long time since I have seen him like this. I am NOT making excuses,but I dont see this experince as a set back at all.
Like people say , no one knows exactly your SO like oneself and I can say I feel progress & God is working on us both. My peace w/in still stands! In the past month my H has really started to open up like never before(about diff things).
So I will take your 2x4,for some things and for others ,no.
Thanks for stopping by. I always welcome your thoughts.
