I'm glad someone gets it, because I know I was being really foolish and just acting like a weak, weak, woman.
its funny, he got frustrated because I kept my eyes shut tight...I couldn't look at him, and he wanted me to. I couldn't. and maybe that's why I was able to let that devil pound the angel down. lol. I could pretend he was matt damon instead of my lying, cheating, ass of a husband.
we'll see how he is when he calls tonight. he kept asking me afterward if I was upset. hell, I couldn't even answer I had no breath left. lol. will keep your answer in mind if he says anything when he calls.
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
