yeah, same here. Believed all his lies till I just couldn't anymore. Finally had to listen to that nagging feeling and all the brutal signs that eventually became too obvious to ignore.
Sometimes I still find myself slipping into denial...
Me29 H33 D9 months S2 S9(previous R) Sep 8-19-07 I file 11-5-07 H home (Retro) 2-15-08 "Today is the tomorrow of yesterday." -- S9