I am sooooooo glad you went, held him at bay and left him most definately wanting some more. A win-win day, the kids had a blast, and you got to see that, and got to get to H!!!! I know, I know, he'll be normal today like nothing happened, that's the alien talking, but you know and HE knows yesterday happened.
GOOD for you for not giving in and being physical with him. It shows your stance for sure. It says "Yep, you got me, I *do* want you, however, I am not lowering myself to be in your life while you are doing what you are doing on the side". That is amazing!!!! A tough boundary to draw. Isn't it amazing how we can be attracted (SO attracted) to them at one moment, and in the same day, they can disgust us?? Emotions......lots of 'em..
Get back in bed. Are you INSANE lady??? You have NO kids at the moment.
