not sure. new here

[nephartiti]

Thanks for your reply.

Yes, I have sought counseling. I have also started Accupuncture treatment, which has helped tremendously. Unfortunately, it is a little pricey so I don't go as often as I should.

My friends and family have been there for me a lot. Sometimes I feel like I am burning them out, like I am a lost cause.

I am an apt mgr. This provides a roof over my head and allows me to stay home with my kids. Unfortunately, there is not a lot of cash. That's where I am dependent on H. Since he's left, he's spent several hundred dollars on nothing. Our savings are depleted, and I don't know what to expect from him.

I was offered a part time job, which I think I will need. I plan on applying for WIC as well.

I'm just trying to get through each day. He knows I see the bank acct. It's just a hurtful reminder that he is out there with someone else at restaurants, etc while I'm here being responsible and taking care of the kids we had together.

Bastard.