OT--I feel so lost right at this moment. I don't know what direction to turn... I just looked at my schedule for the coming month, and I hate this life that I have been forced to accept. I have to do so much all on my own. My children will be away from me more than they ever should have to. I know that I am still in the victim-mentality, and I don't know how to break it.
I thought my life was good before Nov. Now, all of that has been thrown into something ugly...I don't want any of this.
