Get me on a smoother ride........Need Advice

[SueS]

H is out golfing. He called not long after he left to tell me that he'd forgotten to let me know that D3 will have to go to daycare early on Tues. I said...that's fine. He asked what we were going to do for the day. I wasn't specific and kind of quiet. Don't think he liked that. I said...well, I just got out of the shower. I'm going to go get ready so we can go find something to do. Again...don't think he liked the quiet, I gotta go attitude from me. He said....Yeah, Later! He knows I hate it when he ends his converstions with "later", like I'm some guy friend of his. I got off and started crying. I just hate that feeling.

I am on AD medication. It's been a rough 8 months. Our problems have only been for the past few, but there have been other issues.....we moved, my dad was diagnosed with cancer, a friend died....etc. Anyway, the doctor told me.....do not go off these meds without consulting me first. Today I got a taste of why. I'd run out and just hadn't gotten to the pharmacy to refill. It had been a few days since I'd taken my last one. I felt myself really slipping today. I was crying more easily, my temper was short with D3 (and I hate more than anything when I lose it with her) and I just had some really weird physical feelings....like I was going to black out. Boy did I make a run for the pharmacy. I took them again and am doing better. Now I know why you should listen to your doctor. I just took our D3 in my arms, hugged her and told her I love her more than anything.

SueS