It took me forever to shake off that feeling this morning. Now, I just feel tired. And dirty. My emotional side would love to show up at his door tomorrow and call him on this, make him see what he did to me and our family. But I know that is futile. My head has to stay in the lead here.
How could there be any way back from this? I feel like it is all over, and my family will never be the same. He will never be in my life as my partner again. How could he?
Do people really come back from this level?
Would I even want to? ***
I took the kids to finish their back-to-school clothes shopping this morning, then to a rib place for lunch. Now they are in the pool out back, playing with the dogs. At least they are getting the happy times they so deserve...hope I can get out of this funk sometime today.
