Only god knows the answer to that. That is ok.

Im'e proud of myself and H to have made it this far.


I know I can be Happy either way. Yes it is still frustrating to want to talk,and have an H that truly wants to brush things under the rug and leave it at that. I have my down days where I think H Just stays for lack of something better. As OT stated to Nikki on her thread, H may be truly working on things just not they way we would like.

CL, Thank-You for keeping me calm in my decision making.

Matilda, You too!

For now I will stay happy with the progress that has been made and see what happens.

H has been attentive and wanting to do things together.

I have remained positive for the most part, but kept OW boundries in tact and not let H have his cake and eat it too.

It's me or her, can't have both, that im'e standing on.

Someday soon I know I will have to start an R talk to see where this is going but for today I am going to do my best to make me happy.

JAK

Last edited by jak58; 09/01/07 06:07 PM.
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez