First off all thanks for replying, this really helps me a lot!
My day today: H worked, I needed to come in and see what stock I'd have to buy. I was in a good mood, sexy, joking, didn't ask about what he was doing yesterday at all. He asked me about everything though.
We were joking big time about the shopping list, coz in the last week we had been running out of a lot of stuff. At the same time we were solving a hard crosswords - as we used to do every weekend. I was very proud coz I found out the longest word. He kind of started tickeling me in the neck. As I had been having a little pain exactly at that point all day long, I went like: Oh thanks, would you mind going on with doing that? And he did for like a minute...
Now he just left - and we'll see each other again tomorrow at my/our place to go through the finances of the last months.
I feel like I have to pick up doing a list with MY aims before I'll see him again tomorrow. Guess, it'll make me feel more secure.
Coz everything that happened between us today felt good - but strange at the same time.... Acutally like I had just fallen in love with him and wanted to make him realize it very slowly.... Just like it happened the other way around, when we first met.....
