Hi Mattie,
You have some wonderful support on here and got some really great advice. You are going to be okay, although it's probably going to be a long bumpy road, you are strong enough to maneuver it. I've seen your strength grow in the past few months.

We are not the weak vulnerable women we once were. It still hurts, but why do we need someone who is so self-absorbed?

I'm starting to get comfortable in my own skin. I have a wonderful group of friends who love and support me in the real world and on here. I'm doing better about separating those worlds, I vent on here and try my best not to talk about WAS with the ones in the real world. What I have found is it is getting easier to have fun both on here and in the real world.

I rode to the football game last night with a friend and her H. H is very funny, he was cracking jokes all night long. I found myself responding to his humor by also cracking jokes and laughing a alot. Wow, I forgot I had that side to me. Get out there and rediscover all of those sides of yourself.

I hope you have a wonderful time with your SIL tonight. I think I'm going to go out with a divorcee. I don't know her that well, from what I know of he she is very nice. I want to do something adult. I don't know what yet.

Wow, look at me ramble. I hope you have a great long weekend. I'm certainly looking forward to the R&R.

Yoyo




Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are.
-- Bernice Johnson Reagon